its finished

2007-01-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

ah. when you have nothing to blog about. you do this.

=]

gracias. and goodbye.

2007-01-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

WHY HELLO EVERYONE I AM ZHOU QIXIANG AND ITS NICE TO MEET YOU. HAHA. WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS? I DO NOT KNOW TOO. HAHA OK I JUST REALISED THAT I WANT TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH AS MANY JC2S AS POSSIBLE SO HAHA PLEASE DO HELP ME. =).
ok thats it everoyone. i'm tired. haha. good night everyone and dun get lost.
=]

2007-01-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

enough.
enough.
HAHA. after a few days on intense reflection and emo-ing. I realised something. that everything has to be concluded.
this chapter in my life. has ended. its time to move on.
whats there to be concerned about someone if that person doesnt even care.
and there. done.
=)

and hello you. all i want for my birthday present is. for you to be happy. thats it.

2006-12-31T01:24:00.000+08:00

you're sorry.
seems to me like thats your all time favourite phrase.
now.
thats IRONIC.
so. please.
stop saying words that you dun mean.
stop the hypocrisy.
i dun need that.

unfair.
you are telling me about being unfair.
DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT FEELING YOURSELF.
was it ever fair in the first place.
why dun you ask that YOURSELF instead of making silly assumptions.

please. i'm not paranoid.
i never was.
just so you know.

really. enough. i had enough.
so. please stop. all that meaningless words.
please.
stop.

and when it all falls apart.
i realise that i have nothing else to say to you.
and isnt that what you always wanted.
isnt it.
and thins will never be the same again.

and. i hope you are happy with whoever that guy is.
blessings to the both of you.

DUN EXPECT THINGS FROM ME IF YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE THEM.
to hell with you.
liar.

are you hoping for a miracle.
its not enough.
running on.
bravado.

2006-12-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
merry christmas to you.
may it be a blessed one.
and have a happy new year.
bye suckers.

2006-12-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

back from korea.
back with issues, back with pressing concerns that do not cease their huanting.
the thought of it.
lingers.

and after all. i realise.
where did i go wrong. where.
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
i really would.

ah. the song. how to save a life by the fray.
a song about the emotional traumas people like me and you face everyday.
oh.
the trauma.
the hurt.
the scars.
the fears.
rejection. dejection. need i say more.
and after that comes the heartbreak.
and the tears fall. one by one.

let it all go.
have faith. never give up. lend a helping hand.
wipe away the tears.
and just like the butterfly.
you'll see the light.
amen.

2006-12-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

hello everyone just so you know i'm in korea now on a ski trip cum cultural exchange trip.I'll be back on saturday so if you all got anything to tell me. you know how to find me.
bye.

ps. i'm in a korean lan cafe tuping all this, now aint that cool.

and i miss you too.

2006-12-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

they say beautiful teeth comes at a price.
the quest for that shot of changing your own appearance oftem comes with a price.
the thing is.
as we attempt such a feat.
is the price worth it.

and the answer to such a question is.
a " i do not know.
i dont.

2006-11-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

5.
4.
3.
2.
1.

happy birthday.
ok angela stop making me excited HAHA.
:)

2006-11-27T20:35:00.000+08:00

...
something tells me that this will be the worst birthday.
ever.
.

2006-11-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

You know my name.
Chris Cornell

If you take a life
Do you know what you'll give?
Odds are you won't like what it is

When the storm arrives
Would you be seen with me
By the merciless eyes of deceit?

I've seen angels fall from blinding heights
But you yourself are nothing so divine
Just next in line

Arm yourself because no one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize
It may never fulfil you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?

The coldest blood runs through my veins
You know my name

If you come inside
Things will not be the same
When you return to the lies

And if you think you've won
You never saw me change
The game that we have been playing

I've seen diamonds cut through harder men
Than you yourself but if you must pretend
You may meet your end

Arm yourself because no one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize
It may never fulfil you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?

The coldest blood runs through my veins

Try to hide your hand
Forget how to feel (forget how to feel)
Life is gone in just a spin of the wheel (spin of the wheel)

Arm yourself because no one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize
It may never fulfil you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?

The coldest blood runs through my veins
You know my name.

and so. you do.
you do.

2006-11-21T01:33:00.000+08:00

There are times, where you realise that you have ABSOLUTELY nothing to blog about.

today is one such day.

eh wait. no. banish that thought.
some things are better left alone.
left unsaid.

millions of thoughts coarse through my mind.
but none formulates into words.

2006-11-14T15:01:00.000+08:00

What do i have to say.
after all that happened, i realised that i have nothing left to say to you.
you know what. just leave.
i do not know what do you want and neither do you know what YOU want.
i had enough of this nonsense.
maybe this is how it ends.
where were you when i needed you. oh.
you were never there.

and where it all goes up in dust. just so you realise.
whatever happens to you.
you are on your own now.
believe me.

2006-11-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

damm.
i dun feel well.
throat's getting sore. cough's coming back.
this is bad.
well gotta turn in early. hockey prac early in the morning.
eh. maybe not.

where did i go wrong.

2006-11-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

just received some constructive critism about my blog.
no offense.

but i like the way my blog is. It relfects my way of thinking, my style.

i'm no blog whore. i will not, repeat,WILL NOT attempt to beautify my blog so that more people will bother to go look at it. I dun need any more eyeballs. Its fine if people dun read my blog anyway. i dun need the attention. i dun follow the crowd. i follow who i really am. I will not glorify my blog for superficial purposes.

the way i see it. My blog is there for me to express my thoughts. my feelings. It relects who i really am. If you dun like it. you dun have to read it cause no one is forcing you.

and seriously. i dun see any thing wrong in putting my blog url as my personal msg.

simplicity. thats my style.

thanks for the comments btw.

2006-11-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

-qixiang. says:i'm thinking of what to blog
*--MiN--*[pErseVeraNce ReQuiRes a lOt of DeterMiNat!on...d0 i hAvE it?][twentyeight*06]"'>o6s3o<'" says:blog abt sth optimistic*
--MiN--*[pErseVeraNce ReQuiRes a lOt of DeterMiNat!on...d0 i hAvE it?][twentyeight*06]"'>o6s3o<'" says:yep =)
-qixiang. says:seriously
-qixiang. says:thats not going to happen.
*--MiN--*[pErseVeraNce ReQuiRes a lOt of DeterMiNat!on...d0 i hAvE it?][twentyeight*06]"'>o6s3o<'" says:haiz..why make ur life seem so miserable
*--MiN--*[pErseVeraNce ReQuiRes a lOt of DeterMiNat!on...d0 i hAvE it?][twentyeight*06]"'>o6s3o<'" says:think abt happy things...
-qixiang. says: lol.
-qixiang. says:thats my blog is for
-qixiang. says:to create a sense of balance.

to create a sense of balance.
to display emotions that i'll never show.
so that i'll keep up with my facade.
so that you'll never know.
and thats what my blog is for.
(;
if you catch my drift.

2006-11-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

apparently there is either sth wrong with youtube or with me cause i cant upload this video which is like OMFG !@$@#%@!.

haha by the way this is a video called smooth which has on show one of the best guitar parts i've ever seen. Man i got to learn how the guitar. I'm like in love with it man! i tell you if anyone can play the guitar part to me i'm going to knowtow and call you grandpa man. =)

Seriously. thats not going to happen. lol.

haha anyway this entry is for those who are currently taking their O and A levels. HAHA do well and er. eat more apples! haha. cause i like apples. so you all should like them too. =)

HAHA this entry is also for jonathan. HAHA! i feel pretty. oh so pretty. i feel pretty and witty and gay! and i pity, any girl who isnt me today! LALALALALALALALA

ok.bye everyone.thanks for tagging.

oh ya. here is the link for the video.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=sTGBn_5xpxc

2006-11-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

finally.
itsfinished.
=)

2006-10-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

i'm back.

2006-10-29T01:13:00.000+08:00

Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky.

2006-10-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

promos start. later. i am. worried.

=) are you my wonderwall?

2006-09-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

since my gp exam starts next week, it makes sense for me to try to er, express my thoughts in english in an attempt to brush up my language skills for next week's exams.
As said earlier, i'm trying my very best to speak proper english in today's er, exercise. Therefore, i shall bore you with some views about some current affairs worldwide which i belibe will open your eyes to whole new er, point of level, opens a pandora's box in the process, stimulating creative thinking in the process.
1. Regarding the military coup that is now ongoing in Thailand in an attempt to remove the prime minister ____________ from power, I felt appalled and shocked that such radical measures have been taken to regain power from _________. (sorry i do not know how to spell the THAI's prime minister's name. ). Even though i felt that he had it coming, the extent to which the army used to topple him from his seat of power astounds me!

OK THATS IT I HAD ENOUGH@#$%#%^$^&$ THIS IS NOT WORKING FOR ME BAHAHAHA OKAY BYE EVERYONE. =)

2006-09-23T15:27:00.000+08:00

i dun like to blog. Cause i think its a tiring thing to do having to actually THINK of what i wanna blog. Den you have all those jumbled up thoughts in your head and you have to filter out those you wanna blog and its very tiresome lest idiotic. SO, i have decided that from this post onwards, my entries will all be in 1 sentence. YES ONE SENTENCE if you didtn get it. That saves me time from having to process my thoughts and having to think.

:)

2006-09-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

sometimes, what i want is what i do not want anymore.

2006-09-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

our system is not getting a response from the subscriber's phone.
please. try again later.
on a side note. dun bother.

2006-09-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

now it seems like everything is faling apart, isnt it.
of course, you have only yourself to blame.

qixiang, you deserve this.

2006-09-09T00:02:00.001+08:00

today was an exciting day. went out with randall and JUNIOR =) to buy things den later had study marathon with xav jem denise zhao and siyao. mugged from 5 plus to 11. lol. climbed out of the school gate only to realised that the gate was opened all along. lol.

hmm just here to say that i'll be creating a personal blog. This blog will still be here and i'll update it. i hope.
and no, i will not be revealing it to anyone.

toodles. time for dota.

2006-09-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

2006-09-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

dear ashley cole.

it seems that you have finally completed your deal to Chelsea FC. Of couse we at arsenal understand on why you want to leave. Of course we do.
Of coursee we are so honoured that you made yourself free to play for us before jumping ship to the land of roubles. It would be clear to us if you would choose russian roubles over moral values such as loyalty and intergrity.
Of course it was our fault that YOU were caught with PETER KENYON of Chelsea FC at a secret meeting last year. of course. we understand. We were at fault for YOUR tapping up by Chelsea werent we? Maybe we should have sed a restrainer on you shouldnt we. so you wouldnt wander around with officals from CFC.
I think maybe you and your agent deseve one another. One of you can be called Cashley Cole and the other Gary Greed. Maybe the saying applies in your case, birds of the same feather flock together? =)
we would of course understnad if you had to skip training because you had to go for a photoshoot. we would surely understand that. it would seem perfectly fine for you to move to Chelsea cause you thought that 60000 pounds a week was not enough for a player like you.
WE at Arsenal would like to apologise for our behaviour towards you, for hanging you out to dry after IT WAS YOU WHO GOT CAUGHT with CFC officials, and we really hope that you enjoy your stay at stamford bridge and that you break a leg in your debut performance. Literally.

ashley cole. i used to respect you. i thought you were a great player. but not anymore. It seems that you are just one despicable guy who is willing to turn your back on the club that supported you through your footballing career just for a few more thousand. you know you are in deep shit when you are hated more then we hate spurs. =) cheers.

on a side note. happy teachers day.

2006-08-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

apaarently you didnt reply again. not that i wanna say anything. but just. it feels kinda of sad when you dun. but nvm.
it all ends up like this.
now this is get when you get embroiled yourself in a waiting game zhou qixiang.
oh well. =/

2006-08-27T14:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder who ever reads my blog.
maybe i should shut it down.

somewhere only we know. thats the song thats playing btw.

stationary.

2006-08-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

damm. can someone please remind me to go shopping for stationary. i need a new pencil. =)
and a pen. eh no. make that two pens.

and oh before i forget. i'm okay.
before i go, here's a song for everyone.
ok forget it i'm lazy to put it here.

toodles everyone.

2006-08-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

sometimes. i wish i can turn back time.
go back to where it all started.
oh well.
=x

move along.

2006-08-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

this sucks. i'm not liking this one bit. i really dun.
and there is no one i can talk to.

gonna fail my chem test on monday.
argh screw it man

ok time to study chem. and oh ya. planetshakers rocks.
yeah.

2006-08-09T14:17:00.000+08:00

this feeling sucks

on a lighter note.
happy birthday singapore.

move along

2006-08-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

i learnt something today.

when something knocks you down,
get up.
and move along.

2006-08-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

this is entry is dedicated to tsze man.
nothing special nothing spectacular.

dear tsz man.
you should really go study. its like 40 days to prelims stop slacking.
really. you should go study.
go and love chem and bio. and geog. and eng. and chi. oops haha i forgot everything else.
yes be a good girl. stop slacking .=) shld stop playing and go study. see i am so nice. i encourage you to study. i know i am nice dun need to say. haha =)
so. bottom point is. you shld listen to wy and STUDY. man i am repeating myself all over again. but
haha. =)
do well and i'll teach you how to play the piano.

to jialin.
my dear girl. i know its hard on you with everything coming to you. but at this point of time you cant just gave up everything. i know its tough on you. but. you gotta tell yourself never give up and to overcome everything one by one. =) i know you can do it and you know that youself. the jialin i used to know was not like this. prove them wrong and show them the real jialin. keep telling yourself you can do it. and you will.
even though the you may feel overwhelmed.
but dun worry.
cause i have faith in you.

ok enough of inspirational messages. coughing like mad. mum said if i continue like that i can no need go school. LOL.

nobody said it was easy.

2006-07-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

didnt go school today. sick.
apparently the doctor said that there was a lof ogf phelgm in my throat. gave me mc for a day. well. haha who doesnt want a mc?
so i used the day to catch up with some of my homework. realised that there was alot of homework to do. haha so i should stop slacking and start studying .=)
i should take more initiative. =)

i'll take you back to the start.

2006-07-30T00:47:00.000+08:00

dear jesus( if thats what you call it),

hi. its been long since i last had a chat with you. how have you been?
today i went for obd at cornerstone. met up with frens i have not seen for a long time. like yize. i guess that event was okay.
but you know sth.
i'm not ready to go back to church.
i'm just not ready.
yours sincerely,
qixiang.

mixed feelings. there are still things that need to be done.
ok toodles.

2006-07-23T12:54:00.000+08:00

well. founders day just passed by. it felt great, as in the alumni put up a great performance. Weeks of practice and den. just like that. really felt grateful to juli they all for giving me the chance to sing after so long. yeah. it felt great. thanks guys you all rock.
had parents tutor dialogue meeting on fri. teachers said some things. hmm although some te4achers didnt say v nice things, but i would taher think that it was because they cared for us which is why they said such things. yeah. lol. i'm going to work hard man and prove those who doubt me wrong. haha continue looking down on me at your own free will.
tml got match against year 2s man i'm scared. i dun wanna lose and i'm going to try my best man against them.
yeah so thats about it dun have anything more to say. not in the mood to crap anyway.

p.s. hey girl you know who i'm talking about. dun do this to yourself you gotta stay strong dun crumble like that. there are alot of people who will be there for you and they will always help you overcome your problems. yeah. so. cheer up. and DUN GIVE UP. =)

yup. thats about all.

-nobody said it was easy.

welcome to my life.

2006-07-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

after today and yesterday.
i realised alot of things.
i've been running away from it all along.
running. never stopping.
just because i thought once times goes by everything will be solved by itself.

how wrong i was.
how indeed.
running away will never solve my problems.
and its going to bring me sleepless nights again.
well.
i guess i sort of deserve it. '
and yes. i'm guilty.

have you ever felt a time where you keep bottling up everything inside you, not telling you. And when this time comes when you cant take it anymore but you still continue to keep them under wraps till kingdom comes befor you break down completely? if you do.
den
welcome to the club.

sigh

2006-07-08T21:09:00.000+08:00

qixiang is very sad and angry cause some bastard stole his nike tempo shoe and his slippers.

argh wth those pair of slippers were a birthday gift from my fren la like wtf. THAT WAS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT DAMM IT. and i paid for those shoes myself. and they are like my favourite pair? fuck i mean like i buy not even two months den its gone like that. you bastard those pair of shoes cost me 7o plus dollars. why did you have to steal them you moron.

you bastard whoever you are i swear to god if i ever catch you you are going to pay for it. and i mean it.

like argh =( damm sad now. heart damm pain. knn.

2006-07-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

wtf.

2006-07-03T13:59:00.000+08:00

yes yes i know i know its been long since i last blogged so stop nagging. lol.

ok lets see. today is youth day. just had my JCTS which i think i will really fail. was virtually just starting at the questions, and when you go to the toilet during the first 15 minutes of the exams then you know that you are in deep shit. lol.
well. haha. too bad then. lol.
and then i went to watch superman reutrns on friday. superman is nice.

AHA and this is where the important part comes in.
FRANCE ARE INM THE SEMI FINALS. SEE I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU SO you stupid skeptics. and HEAR HEAr. where is ENGLAND? where is BRAZIL? oh they got knocked out by who. by who?! france. =). i know i am being very mean but then. haha thats all for you for suaning me about france. and now we are in the semis but you are not. =PPPppPppppppppP
VIVA FRANCE.

and i really hate portugal. i really hate ronaldo, and especially maniche. i seriously hate that guy. and i hope they lose to france. GO FRANCE. lol =)

ok so thats it. sis is asking me to play soccer with her and i'm going to watch scary movie 3 later. lol. =)

ok so thats it everyone pls remember to tag. toodles.

why

2006-06-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

why.
can someone please tell me why.
why.
is this happening.
to me.

i cant take it.
anymore.
please.
just go away.

why is this happening to me.
why.
why.

2006-06-13T04:36:00.000+08:00

apparently i haven been blogging for ages, so its time to update this dead blog of mine.

hmm i went malaysia a few days ago. went to KL. Berjaya Times Square. went there with my family and cousins. haha i TELL you okay there is a VERY nice place to shop. i got two billabong bags for only 120RM and its original. lol
i remembered watching the opening match between germany and costa rica back at the hotel. I telll you sth. STARHUB are cheats. even malaysia are showing like almost all the matches for the FIFA 2006 matches FREE. YES FREE. and den in singapore we have to PAY on top of our subscription to watch it. This is a big scam i tell you. what rubbish. you mean that i still have to pay EXTRA so that i can watch the WORLD CUP matches? cheats.
hahaha anyway my mum just subscribe to it so i can watch all the matches! ahaha lol. =)
ok apparently its like 3 plus now and i'm rotting at jonathan's house with randall and reuben. ITALY are now leading Ghana by 1-0 and i'm bored. lol. ok.

hmmm i have alot of things to say but.
nvm den.

goodbye everyone. toodles

x men 3

2006-05-30T12:59:00.000+08:00

let me tell you sth. x men 3 is an amazing movie.

the movie is damm nice man. the special effects are top notch. the plot was there. haiya its just very nice ahahaha.i'm very lazy to say why. but its just NICE. but then pity alot of mutants die.

even though the organisers said that this woud be the final installment right. i think they bluffing one. they just want to con you so when they come up with x men 4 den all the stupid people who all go to watch. the elements of suspense ahaha. keep you in suspense. LOL. who knows maybe the movie will be called X-MEN 4 THE LAST LAST FINAL FINAL FINAL STAND. lol

man i think the x men are all damm cool man. haha there is ice man pyro storm etc etc. haha cant you just imagine if iceman and pyro were to get married. What a child they would have. Since iceman has power over ice and pyro had power over fire, i BET you that they sure call their son water man. LOL. ahaha thats so cute. lol

ok seriously i think everyone should go watch the show. seriously rocks man lol.

ok thats about it i gtg to study chem and maths le. tml got bio spa. =) i hardworking young man . cannot slack lol. later fail spa i cry LOL

wondering when will you start noticing me.

bye everyone.

toodles.

bookfair and posers

2006-05-27T23:39:00.001+08:00

first of all, i would like to thanks yun zhen for helping me out with my blog. cause my blog entry the dates always screwed up. So, i would like to thanks her for fixing it for me lol. =)

ok. today me and my family went suntec foor bookfair. OK dun say i never warn you BUT the bookfair IS A BIG SHAM. stupid shabby place. ok more of it later.

hmmm so where we we. oh ya. we went to have dinner. at crystal jade i THINK. I think that the creater of crystal jade is a very smart man. Cause they have like crystal jade restaurant, crystal jade bakery, and even a store that sells exclusively DIM SUM. dun you think thats so exciting. haha who knows, they might just come up with crystal jade fast food. lol

ok so we were inside the place, and opposite us were this was this big bunch of obnoxious people.ok according to urban disctionary, this means that 1. a person thats annoying n loud and the kind of people u wanna shoot in the head.

ok so apparently they were talking. or shouting. literally. i could swear that when they started talking. the whole restaurant became a marketplace. like wtf. this is a restaurant. and what annoyed me most was the fact that they were using american accents. EVERY single one of them. EVEN their kids. like omfg. especially this particular one. she had this stupid jackass face. and she was like the bigshot of the family. the best talk cocker i have ever seen. and OH Ya do THEY like to laugh. i think they are sort of related to hyneas.

and what was so pissing was the fact that every single one of them were Singaporeans. and they cant speak chinese. and so there they were speaking with their accents, which is like. so fake? i mean like. please dun carry it if you cant. and i just hate the fact that they try to impress everyone of us in the restaurant.

a typical conversation goes like this.

"so hows your son doing?"
"OH! he's studying in the unviersity of columunbia! its by reservation only."

... like wtf do you think i care where your stupid son studies. he can study in Antartica for all i care. and like pls la dun tell me you stayed in America for half youe life there. pls. thats a blatant lie. i mean. want to lie den lie properly la. what " oh i am trying to get american citizenship for my son. " like wtf. Singapore dun need you bastards here you know. you can jolly go off to america for all i care slut. stop coming here thinking that you are better than us just because you can speak BETTER english. you cant. and its irritating when i see posers like you even TRY.

AND. even their children speak like them. apparently there was this boy was continusly singing happy birthday to you. it goes like this.

happy birthday to you.
you are born in the zoo.
with the tigers and monkeys.
and you smell like one too.

ok so maybe the first few times he sang it it was still bearable, but when he like sang it for the 20th time, it gets annoying.irritating. just like a tape recorder that wouldnt stop. IT just felt so tempting when you have a bowl of noodles in front you, and you just feel like pouring it over his head. ahh.

stupid jackasses.

and oh ya book fair is nth but a big sham.
the whole place was shabby. lol

tired.

2006-05-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

today had sports carnival. was quite fun. but i'm all burnt after today. whole body is red hot man haha =)
made quite alot of mistakes today during soccer which i shouldnt. ARGH. sorry guys man damm. i screwed up.

after that i went back with shimin to AHS for founder's days rehearsal. hmmm its been very long since i had a chat with her man. really LONG. so hmm shi min we should do that more often. ahahaha

hmm. after today, i realised that i really miss AHS council 04'05. the times we spent together. the bonding sessions. hai damm sad sia. Really enjoyed the time spent and the bonding session we had today. cant you believe it we spent like almost 2 plus hours at a hawker center. just talking with one another. Me zhao xavier jem denise juliana violet chin hiang. just sat there and talk. really miss those days when we could just talk about everything under the sun as one big family. =/ yeah.

hmm. ok so thats about it. ok to all those people who tagged, thanks for tagging and pls continue to do so. thanks. =)
bye for now.

sometimes.

2006-05-14T20:48:00.002+08:00

sometimes. i dun even know what i am blogging about. lol.

ok since aparently i have nth to blog about. i shall introduce to you a very nice song.

BELIEVE ME
I guessThat this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to
Believe me

But IWon't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now
Believe me

Yo
I don't wanna be the one to blame you
Like fun and games
Keep playin' 'emI'm just sayin-
Think back then
We was like one in the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong trainIt's like that
Now you gotta face the pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brainLike a maze
You can never escapeThe rain
Every damn day's the same shade of grey

HeyI used to have a little bit of a plan
Use ta'Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right outta my hand
And nowI don't really even know who I amYoWhat do I have to say
Maybe I should do
What I have to do to break free'N whatever happens to you
We'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want toThen you don't have to
Believe me
But IWon't be there when you go down
Just so you know nowYou're on your own now
Believe me

Back thenI thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But youProved to me unintentionally
That you would self destruct eventually
Now I'm thinkin' like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But its not gonna work '
Cause it's really much worse
Than I thought
I wished you were something you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

You turn your back
And walk away in shame
All you gotIs a memory 'a pain
Nothin' makes sense
You jus' stare at the ground
I hear my voice in your head
When no one else is around
So what do I have to say
Maybe I should do
What I have to doTo break freeMan'N
whatever happens to you
We'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

I guess

That this is where we've come toIf you don't want to
Then you don't have to
Believe me
But IWon't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now
Believe me
Yeah!

I will do what I have to do
You're on your own now
Believe me
Whatever happens to you
You're on your own now
Believe me
What do I have to say
You're on your own now
Believe me
Its not gonna happen to me
You're on your own now
Believe me

yeah ok nice song by fort minor.
bye everyone.

you're on your own now believe me.

secret entry.

2006-05-14T05:48:00.005+08:00

ok this is supposed to be a secret entry. lol.haha cause i dun think anyone will find it. =)

31st May 2006. 2245 hours.
"its not who i am underneath but what i do that defines me"
i really like this phrase alot. cause seriously its not who i am, but what i do that defines me. i find no need to follow with the crowd. i prefer just being myself.

apparently i am not in a very good modd. but i'm doing my best not to show it. so here goes. =)))).
bah. lol. oh ya. its going be someone's birthday tml. so i shall sing her a birthday song.

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you.

ok thats it hope you like it. hope you enjoy your birthday. =/

maybe. words cant describe how i feel. but.
maybe it would be better if i were to remain alone.
maybe.
its not who i am underneath but what i do that defines me

and you know what nice. its different now. i hope you understand.
i'm not okay.
yes.
i'm not.

ha

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